Welcome to My Blog

This is my 'blog' where i'll post whatevers going on in my life, it'll be moreso some kind of e-journal. Newest posts are listed first.

November post

Haven't posted in a month, hello internet. First and foremost we're living in a post-IGAMGCA2AMWMMWW trailer release world, see it as our special halloween event gift (Super scary i know.). I'm really happy with the reception from my friends and all those in the FYBV community, and i'm happy on a personal level with how the game is turning out, and how the trailer turned out. Alas that was the 'secret project' we have been working on since september. Again i can't share any more info, but there will be another trailer till the release which will be directed by ognjen and not by me. Trailer aside, schools great! The first trimester is over, and my grades are looking...Fine, it's all great except German, Chemistry and Biology. I was never good at those 3 subjects thinking about it now, i remember mentioning flunking a math test in a previous post, just to bring it to bed - the results came back and i did great. Anyways, chess update time, i have reached 1200 ELO, finally. I remember constantly saying to my friends 'I'll be proud of my chess skills only when i reach 1200 ELO' and here it is, unfortunately i don't feel anything other than the urge to just push further. If my child comes out as a chess player they will be getting kicked out of my house. Anyways, i saw another chess tournament in my town, i'll probably attend. As for this website, i really have to finish the about me 2.0, i gotta clean up the archive and add new media (I'll add new NLV and gooned@crib stuff to the archive AFTER the game comes out, also add it to projects augh). Yesterday was the 108th anniversary of the bolshevik revolution, that's nice, sort of, not the biggest bolshevik fan but if i was in russia at the time i would've supported them. This was a nothing-burger blog post, but i truly can't share anything regarding the games development! I'll be here studying, developing and most importantly - killing time on chess.com, so add me and challenge me and i'll gladly play with anyone.


After we finish this game i'll go back to regularly scheduled project-working because this kinda completely took over our schedule, join the fybv discord server if you wanna get updated, follow me on bluesky, or don't, i don't mind, goodbye for now!

Down to shill.

First and foremost, i'd like to apologize for the radio(tv) silence, and wish all of you a happy spooky month. We've been hard at work this month to bring you the projects i've talked about, this year will be great for FYBV fans, other than the game i mentioned, we have a lot more going on with that but i won't spoil much right now. As i said i've been preparing a new update to the archive for the game release, but in the meantime i'd like to announce a new subsite i made today. welcome to my shill list, here i catalogue indie works, or just better-said underappreciated works that i want to give more spotlight to, of course i could tell everyone to read Kaptial and play Half Life 2 but everyone knows that already. Supporting small creatives is very important to me as i like to call myself one of them. and if YOU'RE a creator - please feel free to contact me about your work and if i see the passion in it i'll most definetly put you on the website. Besides that. They have cursed us with online-classes, i fucking hate online classes. We have them only for this week and that's because the infrastructure of my school is falling apart for like the past year and the government is too greedy to invest money into implementing longterm fixes. I didin't learn anything this week because online class sucks. All the rest of the happenings are tied to the game so, won't be sharing that.


Take care everyone, check out the shills, and follow me on bluesky

Sunday

It's been a week since the last post. The chess tournament has passed - i got 2nd place, as chess usually goes, well, as any sport usually goes, there were 3 rankings, top 3 girls and top 3 boys. I got 2nd place in the boys category, which, not to throw shade on the girls, there were 4x more boys at the competition which meant... more competition for me, either way everyone was really good, and the worst loss i had was against one of the girls. there were around 40-something contestants in total, and since it was my first ever chess competition there are some things i had to cope with. The fact my first match i lost to a kid who wasn't even 10, that sucked but i'm happy with 2nd place. 7 rounds were played in total, of which i won 5 and lost 2. As a reward i got a silver medal, nice. Other than that i most likely flunked a math test, i did all the questions since i know how to do it, but my biggest enemy, basic arithmetic and polynomials was there, so i got some bullshit answers (And yes, the professor confirmed the answers were neat (Eg. 1)) Besides that we're still hard at work for the game, we've got a lot of things planned and it's gonna be great but i don't wanna give off any info yet O_O Anyways back to chess, i'm almost rated 1100 on chess.com! I'm currentl 1080, and i was 1096 earlier but lost twice so i got tilted and quit, I'm in the process of setting up a official FIDE ID with the Serbian Chess Federation so that's cool, ognjen and i made a gamejolt profile for FYBV so check that out. Other than that, Nothing interesting happened this week. I'm off to study history and then sleep, goodnight.


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Septembre 20th Update

First and foremost i removed all mentions of the guestbook from my website. Other than that, the past 2 days i've been sick, alls good, i'm cured, t'was just a Common Cold, and i had a high temperature for just one day. I've been playing chess and coding as usual, also been making music as mentioned previously. The game me and ognjen are making has a full Original Soundtrack composed by me, and it'll be released as a standalone album whenever the game releases, also mentioned previously. (100% Before 2026, as mentioned previously). I've been coding new stuff for this website in preparation for the release.. New stuff in the Archive and making a page for my modern music, modern is explicitly said because my old music is somewhere out there on the webs and probably linked somewhere on this site.. The new stuff isn't published yet of course, it'll all be active once the game is up. As much as i say that web design is boring, i find myself coding web than anything else. It's for the sake of the site i'm forcing myself to be subjected to this, i don't think i'll ever enjoy web design. School's been going Okay, i gotta study for next week but as it looks i'm gonna end up working on the game this entire weekend, but it's fine. As always - i'm playing chess. And, finally, i'm keeping my 1000+ Rating, im at 1046 right now, AND! I'll be attending my first ever chess tournament, right here in my hometown, well not really, it's in a village adjacent to my town. It's on the 27th, next saturday, in a week. There's two groups, group 1 is for kids born in 2007 to 2011, and group 2 for younger kids. Which means i'll be up against almost-adults. Scary. So, yes, i don't know whether to grind chess 24/7 till the tournament, or spend the next week concentrating. Logically the latter but knowing myself it'll be a grindfest. Let's look forwards to a 1100 in a week.


Besides all of that, i'm stoked for the game, i hope imaginary viewers, such as yourself, enjoy playing it. I'm off.. Off to ognjens house to work on said game.

10 years is a long time

It's been a week since my last blog, and 10 years since UNDERTALE released. The past week i've been working on a video game, of course it's a fishyogurtbacteriavirus project me and ognjen are working on, as usual. Estimated release time is in 2 months, but count on it being 100% before 2026. Besides that i've been composing ORIGINAL MUSIC! It's for the said video game, and it'll be released alongside it as an album. It's wild that undertale is 10 years old now, considering i was a fan since release day. I kinda flunked the undertale 10th anniversary event thing. "What does undertale mean to you?" Is a question i have a very hard time answering, i constantly say that it's my favoite game of all time, but.. why?.
Toby Fox is both a writing genius and a musical genius, with his music journey starting with Homestuck - i see a parralel with tricky tony and myself in that regard, i've been playing piano and writing music since i was a kid and i've been told that my music sounds like "2010 toby fox music", So..
I still can't answer the question but i can say that undertale is a creative work that inspired me more than anything in my life... Ok well except one thing, but besides this isnt a post about Homestuck. The first thing on anyones mind is "Characters". But ultimately i see Undertale and Deltarune as 'Escapism'. Which ties into characters, with undertales characters being so loveable and 'cozy', getting attatched to characters is a form of escapism. And i feel like the games reflect that, with deltarunes dark worlds literally being escapism, not just the concepts of dark worlds, the characters and locations within them. Playing cards & chess being games, an escape. The internet, television, church. All of it are forms of escapism. Where in deltarune the crew are seeking out these escapes, in undertale, you fall in the ruins accidentally (Debatable but thats not the point right now), the underground is a prison, while toriel might have given you 4 walls, you know that could never be a home. After getting the best ending, and going all the way back to the ruins, asriel tells you "Don't you have anything better to do?", oh yueah! AZZY! Asriel is a important character in deltarune too. Asriels main motivation in undertale was the fact he can't move on, this being reflected in flowey too. Just that flowey doesn't have a soul of his own, where with fighting with him as flowey, or the god of hyperdeath he just tries to prolong the fight over and over, he just wants everyone to stay together one last time. But in the end even he lets go, and you're left just like flowey. But we never did let go. Undertale is the biggest example of Fanon works, maybe EVER? Think of all the fan fiction, fan games, fan music. As for deltarune, i feel like this is getting projected onto kris instead of asriel, with ralsei filling the void that asriel left, and the dark worlds being an escape - as mentioned previously. As a kid in highschool, just like kris is, i can't not relate to this story.


Undertale is one of the most influential works in my life, and... i still don't have a good answer to the question

School pt2

A few days ago, i woke up, and i realised my glasses were under my ass the entire night. Both the handles were ripped off from the base frame. I spent the next few hours glueing them together, and it finally stuck. Until a 1 hour and 30 minutes ago when i accidentally entered my shower with them, and the glue loosened because of the water. they're currently being glued together, and i hope they dont fall apart as soon as i pick them up in a few hours. Other than it's good, school is good, i was leaving good impressions on new professors and impressing my old professors, i took two significant Ls today though, i was late to physics and the professor didint let me go in :/, unfortunate since i really like physics, like, 2nd favorite subject, 1st is math of course. And particularly bummed out because my new physics professor this year is INSANELY GOOD! I've heard so many good things about him and it's SUCH an opportunity to learn from him. I glued my glasses with normal superglue and some mysterious white substance which takes AGES to harden but does the job very very well. Outside of school stuff, me and ognjen have been making a short 'shitpost' game together the past few days, it's shaping up to be actually good. Successor to Sex In Minecraft 3 for sure! I reached 1000 elo and lost it,,, more than 5 times. HOWEVER! Currently i'm rated 1014 so maybe this means i've finally pleased the chess gods and they're lettting me pass 1000, finally, hopefully.


I'll do some programming work, prepare for school tommorow morning and then SLEEP.

School + Why gamedev/creative work?

it's quite literally 12 AM, first week of school is gonna be over. It was great, great impressions of 2nd year so far, i have high expectations im going to be happy this year. I'm hard at work on the webcomic and over the next weeks i'll have more time in my schedule to work on my programming as well. In july i was in a 'i should take it easy' stance, and then august went back to full stress mode. I'm easing up again, i think, generally i view myself as an underachiever, not among my peers, but among young creatives as myself. Creative is a weird word as i dont think of myself a creative person, all my projects start as a blatant copy of something i really like (Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery), and over time they become more original the more things i build onto it. The comic i mentioned has a lot of homestuck elements. Not just amongst creatives, among other kids who are interested in music, chess, math, programming. I haven't finished anything substantial in years and i feel like i just gotta put something out there, but it is important to be patient and to make sure what i'm making will be the best version of itself, as i've written about before, motivations can change during a longterm project, but if it stops beings for you, think about doing it for all the people who are waiting on it too, there's no bigger joy than watching loved ones play something you made, listen to something you made, read something you made. I can't recall a moment i was happier than watching my younger cousin constantly replay MSPD back in 2022 when i made the game, and i'm chasing those feelings, on a wider scale.


I'm gonna go to bed, tommorow is friday and i'm probably gonna get my shit together 100% this time.

School + new page

Ever since my last blog post i have lost the 1000 elo status, that's fine, as one of my friends said "To reach it once is a matter of skill, to reach it again is a matter of time", but SCHOOL IS STARTING IN AN HOUR and i am EXCITED! I like going to school, i like studying, especially excited for math - not just because of the material but also because of going to math competitions And Such, and also a chess competition during the winter! Other than that i made a new page, it's a fake operating system that will serve as an archive for literally anything i make, drawings, music, 3d models, whatever, anything i wanna keep somewhere or showcase i'll do it right THERE Worked on it the past 3 days and it came out very good, very veryveryveryVERY rushed but that'll get cleaned up over the following weeks. For now the only thing on there is a music player proof of concept i made that'll 100% be changed in the future, and a showcase of wplace.live accomplishments so far because i will be Quitting the website, it's been a great run but i got shit to do, especially now with school and such


I gotta prepare for school now, so cya

IT HAPPENED.

Last blog post i said, quote en quote "i regained all my lost ELO points in chess (I'm still not 1000 rated, NEXT MONTH TRUST ME)". WELL FUCK NEXT MONTH!I GOT IT RIIIGHT FUCKIN NOW!!!! Chess is amazing i love chess so much it's a really good game my next big milestone is 1200 because that's the ELO that chess.com puts you at if you say you're 'Good' when making your account


Toodles! My promise to work on projects still stays

Actually working

Ever since i wrote that previous blog post my life has been in a HopeCore period where i regained all my lost ELO points in chess (I'm still not 1000 rated, NEXT MONTH TRUST ME), and i've been working on my webcomic and my programming projects aswell, expect major updates the following few months that are remaining of 2025, that includes me finishing the pinball game, nuevas las vegas developments and developments of my webcomic (TOP SECRET PROJECT). Last night i went over to my friends Ognjen28a/Spim's house and we watched Xavier Renegade Angel, it was actually Really Fucking Good. It's goofy at a glance but it actually has a storyline (Albeit convoluted - in the Amazing sense, right up my alley, and i liked it a lot i'm now a Xavier Renegade Angel enthusiast. Other than that yes i've been working on my programming after a while, playing chess, where i got my ELO back, i'm back at ~950, currently at 931 but as always it fluctuates, it's not like my peak of last month where i was like 970 but yes it'll be 1000 soon. Other than that i've just been Hangin' Out. School starts in 3 days and i gotta go tommorow morning to enroll myself/register whateVER myself to the 2nd year of highschool, but yes 3 days and i'm actually excited - i like school actually, like i love studying and stuff it's really cool to go to school idk


might actually do something till the end of the month before school starts Woah!

Talk to your siblings | My life - Demotivation

Hey all, it's been almost 2 weeks, I've been taking a break with literally everything and my 'skill' is actively declining, i've been playing loads of chess and with that have been losing so much ELO points, aka i keep losing. So i'll be taking a break with that, for my own sanity, because to be quite frank - it's really pissing me off. Besides that, i've been putting off every single project in order to just do nothing all day and thats pissing me off too. I'm still nolifing wplace, but other than that, yeah, nothing. I've been writing for my upcoming webcomic (Hehehehe..) but it's not as much as i wish i could be doing with my life, i'll try to finish up some things before september, and then, well, it's school time. Though i feel like i should take it easier, like yes im relaxing but i'm stressing about relaxing, and i don't even do anything. I tried to make a RSS feed for this page so i can update the discord for every new blog post, and i did, but im gonna just post new updates myself lol. I think it's better that way cuz the rss feed was linked to my github hrrkkkk mimimimimi
as for wplace, i've done a huge project with multiple people over a few days, two actually, we're making a giant pride flag. I'll share all my artworks and contributions when i finish this next artwork. Though it is a great sense of community, or whatever, it's just fun. Now for the main topic in the title i wanted to write about;


While i was growing up, i was chronically online since birth pretty much and i don't think it's a bad thing, and as someone who wants to raise children i will raise mine the same except they'll get a personal computer instead of a tablet like i did, i had a older cousin, and younger cousin. No brothers, only child. My older brother had huge influence over me. And thankfully he was a great guy, though, he cut contact with everyone from the family - good call, i would love to leave my family situation too (But thats not the point). The thing about (currentyear) is that, well, fascism isn't hiding anymore. Fascists are online, and it's hard to tell normal people that certain funny vids you find on instagram are actually nazi dogwhistles. Because yes it sounds crazy, but as someone who almost went down the pipeline, and as someone who knows many people like that, please talk to your younger brother, hell even if you have a sister. I used to be really into that gym culture and stuff, i used to be actually like arquius lmao - i was still very nerdy but i also LOVED how much muscle i was getting. I haven't been to the gym in Very long, and i'm happy with how i look and it's not a important part of my life anymore, but i was a very hateful person and it really is horrible, as i said, just look out for what your younger brother is watching and talk to him. My younger brother is a very intelligent kid, but he's lowkey frying his brain and that's sad, the thing is now his friends have the most influence over how he is and his friends are lowkey retarded


So yeah that's kinda just what i wanted to talk about, how actual Genuine nazism is getting 'normalized', although it's been down this path for years. Stay safe yall, and yes i will be Working On My Projects

WPLACE.LIVE

This silly website, wplace.live has taken over my ENTIRE day, literally while waited for my pixels to regenerate i just play chess or read something when i should be WORKING, i already placed multiple drawings in my hometown but i need to finish 3 more until i can feel satisfied (And till then i'll probably get more ideas..) All night and all day i drew; Sburb Logo 1, Sburb Logo 2, John egbert, Dr. Wingdings D. Aster (Gaster) And Jimbo from balatro, with the vineshroom soon to come. My friend ognjen28a also drew a few pieces in our town, and other people drew great pieces too i think it's an amazing project as long as the servers dont get wiped T_T. As i said ive been playing more chess, im now 814 in 1 minute bullet games and dropped down to 890 in 10 minute rapid games, i should get my 5 minute blitz rating up cuz i do enjoy playing it and it's still at the default 400 rating cuz i never played it on this new account. ANyways im off to place more pixels on wplace.live


as soon as i thought i ended my procrastination i found a new thing to completely spend my day doing

Forgot to post

Well, hi, i haven't posted in a week or so, i guess it isn't a problem considering nobody reads this anyways XD, i have been active tho i've been writing for this. as for the composer applications, i was accepted! Hell yeah! Now with that i'm realising i have a lot of stuff under my belt, and school is starting too soon,, oh lord... But i am excited for school! i think i'm gonna do pretty good in 2nd year, i had straight As in middle school which i am proud of but it's not that impressive since it's middle school of course, i wanted to do the same this year but i ended with a average grade of 4.52 (Grades go from 1-5) which i'm dissapointed with but i hope i can go back to 5.0 this year haha. Sorry for taking too long with my projects i feel bad for all the people i've promised :/ but i'm working hard on getting there. Still on the chess grind, unfortunately i'm still stuck for rapid/10 minute games, currently rated 906 for rapid, but i've been playing A LOT of bullet 1 minute games cause they go by quick, obviously besides the fact that 'you need to react and think quickly' i just think it's the RAWEST form of chess.com, in this modern day of AI dependency and learned helplessness i constantly have this feeling of "This guy is cheating 100%" when playing rapid, and i think bullet is that raw and in the moment chess. Obviously i'd much prefer playing both bullet and rapid chess IRL rather than on chess.com for those same reasons. I went from 400 to 724 rated in bullet these past few days and i hope to get even further. As for the ericsson phone initiative. I had to order a new battery + the charger i talked about (It has a proprietary port), it's arriving either on friday or on monday.


I hope i could finish up some things rn in august, but the rest will have to see the remainder of 2025 and 2026 ;>

New horizons

One more day for the composer applications. Besides that i'm starting new things. I've been interested in electronic engineering for a while but i've never been serious with it. I've never had problems with learning to program, but im really curious on how the computer actually processes things, on the hardware side of things. I'm gonna start out with Nand2Tetris and an arduino uno kit. Those seem like good starts for me, considering my favorite programming language ever is C++ (Besides lua obviously). I don't think i'll have problems with arduino or Nand2Tetris courses, i'll be journaling my progress here instead of constantly flooding this blog with people who might be disinterested with my computer stuff. And YES the games will continue, ill never stop being a game developer as it's my favorite form of art. As for procrastination, it's obviously getting better, im taking SOME initiative. Last night was pretty stress free, while i love learning and knowledge i fear i haven't been taking it easy. Because i wasn't able to get into the IT department at my school, i'm going to the math department which i have no issues with i'm mostly scared i'll be the dumbest dude at uni because i never had the experience of going to IT. My friend told me that all universities accomodate for students of every highschool, aka(for example) a CS major isnt expected to know how to program before going to college. So that relieved my life situation a lot lol, i'll still continue learning and studying OF COURSE. I'm not going to be a CS major, i'll be going to electrical engineering, as i mentioned in my about me. Though if anything changes, i won't force myself. In 6th grade i wanted to puruse my piano playing, in 7th i wanted to do Computer Science, in 8th i wanted to do Aerospace Engineering (And almost went to aerospace technics instead of a gymnasium), and now in the first year of highschool and going into the second i'm into electrical engineering, so that's been going the longest for me and it'll probably be what i study later on.


My ericsson is here btw, the guy didin't wipe it soo Fuck You, well i'll just do a factory reset its no problemo. But i gotta find a charger, and they have their own charger which is just another inconvenience T_T. Cya

battle against procrastination

I've been home the past 5 days, i FINALLY finished every page on my site last night, sitemap and log are finally done. Composer applications end in 4 days and i hope i get in because i'd really love to work with my friend on his game, just realised i never said who he was (Sorry!), it's TrickyMsm! One of my great irl friends, it's not a msm project since im not necessarily interested in msm, it's a indie game he's making, heres the link to his channel, and to his discord server for the game. Other than that, procrastination is a bitch, i really dislike my mobile phone, so i decided i'm gonna be having a Sony Ericsoon k800i on me at all times for calls, and my phone for when i TRULY don't have anything productive to do. I'm a huge PC fan so i have no problems with my computer taking my time. Besides learning C# for Godot game development, i want to return to studying hardware and C++ as that's something i'm really really passionate about but i'm just way too ambitious with things i wanna learn, im so thirsty for knowledge but i end up learning nothing haha, although math practice is going well, i can't believe i'm actually excited for 2nd grade of high school just because of trigonometry. I bought a 1000 page notebook, yep, for math, because my math practice over the past 2 years has made a notebook pile even taller than the 1000 page notebook itself, but i doubt its gonna take me two years to fill this one out cause i'm planning on using it for school work alongside practice. The 'doing nothing' thing was a lie, as Always, i'm playing Chess and playing my piano. Still not 1000 unfortunately, i got up to 970 and ive been around 930-950 but last night i fell down to 911, it was a bad day for me that night with chess. Sometimes i have great plays and sometimes i play horribly, it's really demotivating sometimes but i alas i love playing chess.


So, i hope getting a 'Dumb-phone' (Even though the ericsson is absolutely peak) will help me with procrastination, and generally me just grounding myself.

almost home & composer volunteer update

I'm almost home from my dad's place, i made the composer application for my friends project, i made it a page on this site but i'm too self conscious to share it publically haha T_T I've been playing more chess (Well not really 'more', i play it every day) And i'm FINALLY over the 900 range! ive been struggling the past few weeks, stuck at 870-910, it'd fluctuate like that until i got well, i say 'lucky' but i'm probably just good or something, and im at 958, one of my biggest goals since playing chess on & off since 2023 was to get to 1000 ELO and i finally think the next week or so is gonna be that.. Finally. Other thatn that i'm home in 2 days and i lowkey don't care about the pinball project anymore, im gonna give it touch ups during august and then it's Nuevas Las Vegas time, finally (Again)


Cya when i'm home

reading & life

I've finished poorly planned comics, it's definetly something i could've read in like 2 days but it's suuuch a hard read. And i'm not even talking about the ergodic/house of leaves styled panelling, it's just Hard to Comprehend the words on the screen, or maybe ppc just gives me a lobotomy. Either way, INCREDIBLE piece of art, i'm so flabbergasted by this it's insane, the creator is such a intelligent person i'm really fascinated by this. And yes i know they killed themselves, it's really unfortunate, everything gets explained till the end but it is hard to get while you're reading it - at least to me, the simulation stuff was fairly understandable just absurd, the pink strip is what really lobotomized me. Other than that, i'm spending time at my dads doing absolutely nothing, mostly playing chess on my phone or doomscrolling, i feel lazy but im just perpetually tired and i gotta do stuff when i get back home + school in abooout a month. I gotta read school literature and obv buy back to school stuff (i have 0 functioning pens) Other than that i'll continue making games, i'll volunteer to compose soundtrack for a friends project (Hopefully he'll choose me lmao)


what the FUCK was up with the history channel??

reading & concert

I've finished reading Problem Sleuth for the first time, yes homestuck megafan reading problem sleuth for the first time, it was Really Really good. I loved it, i love andrews storytelling, though nothing will ever charm me as much as homestuck has charmed me. Took me like 2 days, my best run for homestuck was 9 days haha, i read like ~1000 pages per day for homestuck and slowed down for the Really huge pages. You can tell i'm unemployed. Tommorow i'm going to start 'poorly planned comics' all i know is that it's a work of art, creator is a MSPAhead like me, and that they committed suicide unfortunately. On the bright side i was to a Rambo Amadeus concert, literally came back home a few minutes ago. I only knew Rambo from eurovision but this was an amazing performance, it was like, jazz, the improvisation and variations of Jazz which i LOVE. Here's a random fun fact, i wanted to go to continue my musical education, my piano professor got my hopes up by saying that there'll 'Probably' be a jazz class next year but then the professor that would've taught jazz decided not to teach here, and i was contemplating Moving for high school and by the time i settled i wasn't prepared for the exam for musical school and Yeah. Either way no jazz class so their loss. Loved the concert, that's it for now


Cya

Welcome to my blog

This whole site is the most i've ever done with web-design, i never cared for it, still don't. Web-design is fairly easy, at least for what i'm going for. Lately i've been feeling like i'm under-acomplished in my life, idk i wouldn't say i have anything to show for my skillset, or matter of fact i don't even think my skills are that good. Making long-term projects, or even short-term projects taking longer than you'd like is a bit disheartening, for long term projects you constantly get that question "when will it finally be done?", "you're taking too long" etc. etc. And i usually say, yeaaah game dev takes long, school is keeping me busy etc. but that kind of question sort of demotivates me, i constantly fear people who were previously interested losing all interest because it does happen. Also along the way you can lose the point of it, you can lose that thing that drove you to start the project, an important thing to me is people proving they stll care after so much time. That's all for now i guess, idk, i'm at my fathers house right now and i'll be here for a short while. Had a 3 day lasting battle with a computer that already had it's last breath, somehow managed to bring it back to life as a shell of it's former self. Basically here at my dads house he keeps a lot of spare computer parts so i always build myself a pc because i simply can't function without one, i built my usual and to my suprise it wouldn't work. I tried fiddling with it for the next few hours, came to the conclusion the motherboard is broken. Bought a new motherboard and got a cpu with it for 30 Euros, and it didin't Work. It turns out the graphics card, CPU and 1 stick of ram were broken For Some Reason, so now it's just the PSU, motherboard, new cpu (Hah, good thing that guy included a cpu in the motherboard amiright?), shitty fan and 4gb of ram. And it's serving me okay, idk, i'm about to install godot and my projects back sooo we'll see how it handles that.


See you some other time